Darkness holds me tight
Keeping me from sight
I sit here watching you
As you look for me
Yet you will never find me
Never again will I walk in the light
Never again in clear sight
Out of sight out of mind
I devoure their souls everytime
Eating them one at a time
Never satisfied
Never full
Never in pain
I will never be the same
I hear you cry as you think
Think about you and I
I will not let it happen again
I rather enjoy you in this pain
I want you to feel this way
You threw it all away
And now you are to pay
I was sitting here waiting for this day
Now you will feel the same
No I will not take your hand in my hand
No I will not speak of love with you
Now will see the evil in my eyes
Now you see that the part of me you loved has died
I will never bring it back
I will never look at you like I care
I will just stay out of site
Yet on your mind, this is your pain.
This is where I sit
Out of space out of time
Lonely is this existance of mine
I have had the strongest of loves
I have the most excruciating of pains
I smile with this empty smile
I cryed till I couldnt cry
I feel empty inside
I will try to never love the loves that book portray
For they give you the most painful pain
I have never seen a happy ending
I dont know when I will see my ending
My heart says smile empty soul smile
But what is there to smile about
The heart ache that I felt
Caused my body to ache
It made these eyes water
It made me fall
So I rose a new person
Cold and free
Free of those emotions that held me down
The emotions that caused so much strife
Gone all in one endless night.
Loneliness of are kind
Its loneliness of my mind
Love is gone not a trace
Love has never had a face
Out of sight out of mind
Thats where it needs to stay this love of mine
As I tumble down this deep black hole
I wonder if my heart will never be full
Fuck it lifes cruel
I burned that hole shut and stitched it up tight
Forever I will stay in this endless night
This dark light it keeps me cool
Void of anything I ever felt of you
Thank god I never ended my life
This loveless life provides me this endless night
Thank you for this insight
Thank you now I will not be blinded by the light
Thank you for all the time alone
No more damage will be done
This hear isnt soft
This heart isnt weak
This heart isnt fragile
This heart is filled with numbness
Loneliness of are kind
Its no longer just a state of mind.
COMMENTS
It's beautiful....
tell me when you finish it, please.
Awesome! Can't wait to read the finished one. =]
Nice so far.
COMMENTS
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CryingDutchess
04:56 Sep 09 2008
This is REALLY good!
XnarconiaX
14:28 Oct 18 2008
Nice as well. Try to get all of your poetry published.
Wilder
13:09 Nov 09 2008
This is good
But i have to say out of sight, for me, isnt out of mind.